12:01: I was standing and clapping, and the save was blown. I think that's the first time this year that happened on the stand-and-clap pitch--and now a liner to left, Crawford barely misses it, tries to throw home, too late, we lose our game.

MIDNIGHT: Yanks out of it with no runs, AND PAP GIVES UP DOUBLE TO TIE GAME. KILL ME NOW. JUST WENT FROM CHANCE TO GO TO ALDS TO CHANCE OF BLOWING IT ALL. THIS IS THE CRAZIEST NIGHT IN BASEBALL HISTORY BY FAR.

11:56: Dickerson with a weak check swing for the Yanks to make it two outs, still men on first and second. Pap trying for that third out.

11:54: FUCCCCCKKKKKK--Yanks hit grounder to third, guy gets tagged out off the bag! Are you fucking kidding me? Now Pap gives up a 2-out double! Things going back and forth so fast, I am gonna have a MASSIVE HEART ATTACK

11:53: Everything still teetering, this is so fucked up! And Pap Ks him! We're one out away! Yanks, help us the fuck out!!!!

11:52: Yanks have 1st and 3rd no outs!!! Pap goes 1-2 on Reynolds.....

11:51: Pap gets the first guy. We're up by one. I have always loved Pap and love that he's in right now and wish the support I give him now could be full-on happiness style, but that other fucking game, man... But the Yanks do have the leadoff man on in the 13th.